The honest reasons as to why I never post.

Hey there guys,

I know my hiatus from blogging has been a year and some change. I know I have made the empty promises and have never fallen through with any of them, however I am here with this extremely random and possibly 12:00am post on my lack of consistence and motivation.

I want to start off and say how deeply un-sorry I am for not posting. I mean lets be real only 60 or so people have actually read this-I think. I mean I don't know If I even removed the notification of when ever I visit my blog. So for all I know all the views have been myself. However that was just a little disclaimer? and I won't waist anymore of your precious time reading my long list of excuses.


#1. LAZIENSS

I know it's obvious and I just mentioned it. But it's the honest to god truth-I'm lazy. I'm not a procrastinator, I'm just down right lazy. I don't try to be lazy however, I'm young and I'm learning. I'm  a huge believer on the analogy that life is just one big open canvas between opening the new can of fresh paint aka (Birth) and letting it dry and hang up while everyone watches the masterpiece from a far and analyze the work. (death). And whatever you paint is your life...I know that is very what's that word..Optimistic?? I honest to god don't even know but I feel like it's something along those lines. But sum up the majority of my hiatus, laziness is the perfect word.


#2. SCHOOL.

Yes, the second most popular excuse people my age use to get out of being responsible and having realistic priorities besides "chillin with the crew/squad."  However school really is a buzz kill, I can go more in depth with that topic later, It really gets me heated but I like being in the kitchen so it's all good.(lol. lame joke.)

#3. Basketball.

Yes, it may basketball in my case however I can sum it up for others to be athletics. Athletics take up a lot of time and commitment. I feel like If you're not happy with sport you are involved with-Quit. Yes I know if you quit you're a quitter and I feel i'm a hypocrite because of the fact that I laughed in a way at others who had basketball and questioned what had gone through their heads, but in all honestly I wished I had, had the balls to do the same. I know my reasons and their reasons may be the same but that's OK. So to get the real reason why I had put basketball on the list very specifically is because It took so much up of my damn time. I hated the sport and my teammates and I were not that close, so why continue? It had made my mom cry, however she will get over it and so will everyone else. I'm just not ready for the people and the comments that will be made. I can honest to go do with out them. I'm just trying to find myself.

Future Basketball Update 2016

I QUIT YAY!!!!

(I just want to make this short. I'm so glad I had, yes I revived the negative comments and the same "Why??" over and over again. However it's cool I'm becoming happier and all is good!)

#3.  LACK OF ROUTINE.

I heard somewhere it takes 66 or so days for something to become a habit or routine in your life. So I feel like the lack of routine besides school and athletics in my life has kind of but an impact on me. I mean I guess I choose to turn something into routine or choose to continue with my athletics but I feel like I would be lost and I would be a failure if I quit the last thing I've never quit yet. However once again that will be a different story.


I know these three things were very short and quite frankly vague. However it's getting late and I just want to read some ONE DIRECTION fanfiction and possibly pass out from my recent sleep deprivation caused by new recreant addiction to the 5 I mean 4 *Sad face* British/Irish boy band that stole my heart back in 2012.

Introduction?

Thinking...


Hey guys or gals that are viewing my blog for some very strange and out of this world reason.

I want to officially welcome you to my blog Random Thoughts...I know impressive title *Queue the applause.*

Even though I kept the crap fest of a first blog, my thoughts. That was back in the day of 2012 now it's 2014 and I'm not a dumb 7th grader taking about horse sh**. I'm a newly refund 9th grader talking about bull sh** and how my life sucks. Enjoy.


Disclaimer: The names of the people I mention in this blog have been changed for privacy reasons. None of theses stories are made up no matter how untrue they sound. I am spilling my guts to you the internet because really; nowadays who doesn't and  no one will probably read this.
So see-ya later bitches!

just some random thoughtful thoughts of thoughts

Future Me reaction:

First off I am so sorry for whoever decided to read this "blog." I was like 12 when I wrote this thing. I don't even know what to call it. I am so embarrassed but I decided to leave it because honestly it shows how not to start any sort of blog type thing. However this post might teach me a lesson? Ok so yeah I'm going to actually be blogging my life in words whoa, for real now ha-ha.  






wow.....i honestly don't know what to "Blog" about as you can tell by the title random
thougtful thoughts that have been thought hahah thats alot of t's lol... ok is it just me or dose everybody like to shorten there typeing words?/ hmmm *scratches head*. Anyways i really dont know why im blogging so stupidly and im really sorry if im bring you you can if you want.... but you should stay haha becuz im cool and you know you have nothing better to do then listen to me rant about nothing...Ok so starting now this blog means something haha..guess who is going to a ED SHEERAN concert?...this bitch haha :) be jelly becduse if you don't know ed sheeran is then crawl out of that hole you'v been living in haha....so ya thts the only exciting thing thts happening in my so un exceting life of mine haha don't you love my blod word choices haha.....ok i want to end ths rant becuse im wastiing your time and ur probly oblivious of tht... now randomly rockin out to ed sheeran drunk& i should'v kissed you-1D...k im gonna go mom made dinner haha im such a kid ;)